van gogh was a dutch painter in the 19th century. he saw prostitutes all the time and fell in love with one of them so much he cut his ear off and gave it to her as a gift . that was some tip ! in my constant struggle to stay out of love with a certain provider or spa i have to keep reminding myself that i have nothing to do with any of it, im just a customer. it seems that one third of all of us become infatuated with this and its very common. google it . i always fall for them and cant stop it . being at my spa and knowing one of the girls is in the next room and the other one is making me feel like a king . last night after pounding away and upon my finish she does the you number one thing i just smiled and said to myself why ? so i am good looking , funny , tip over and beyond plus go alot to the point of some of them saying sarcastically oh no see such long time . i tell them i love them they tell me they love me and then she comes in the room helping me dress kisses me on the lips and i taste and smell the mouthwash as she is preparing for the next customer even though i was supposed to be last customer of the night . i guess it will never stop and ill be cursed with this relentless demon for ever. what do you think i should do about my ear ?