I never had a girlfriend

I recently took a k-girl on a date. We were holding hands and drinking hot chocolate and eating boba. I sort of just wish what it really felt like with a normal civilian girl. I am tired of being an incel…

I had lunch with coworkers my age who just got married and are planning on buying a house and having kids. I look at myself in the mirror and wonder what is wrong with me. Maybe it’s just my insecurities.

HAHAHAHA yeah that is a different animal from me. I spend my days getting people to buy shit the cant afford. But it nice to turn on the TV and see stuff I worked on. I've only been to SF a few times but I had a lot of fun with the chicks from Oakland that work in SF esp the strippers nothing like fingerbanging a chick while she tries to talk you into the Champagne room

I’m a 30 year old monger and I never had a girlfriend. When I was in college, during Fridays I would see girls and guys at frat parties. I would get so jealous.

I was still a virgin and one day I Googled for escorts and used backpage to find a Chinese provider. At the time I didn’t know what a c-org was. That night at 19 years old I probably lost my virginity to someone who was 50 years my senior.

I never had a girlfriend and found my addiction with ladies of the night. I have taken tons of providers on dates. I fear I never know what real love means.

Randonesss I'm so glad I was reinstated because I wanted to respond to your OP. I feel your pain. I am in my 40s. I have never had a girlfriend either, and though no one can know for certain I feel that if not for AMP's I would still be a virgin and a Incel virgin at that.
I recently have gone out on lunch dates with a local bikini barista after her shift, not bold enough to hold hands with her. Of course I had to give her a financial incentive each time we have met up but to paraphrase a billy Joel song "but it's better then eating alone".
I could never get a lady coworker to meet me for an outing at my former job which is ultimately partly why I got fired. Was starting to hate seeing couples shopping together. And between eating after my shift constantly or frequenting MP to cope is why I was literally broke st one point. But thank goodness for loans my tax refunds and my second stipend check arriving soon. I still think us Asian men are at the bottom of the dating pool. But yes I'm so relieved I can now contribute messages instead of reading all of the posts from my fellow mongers from afar.

Randonesss I'm so glad I was reinstated because I wanted to respond to your OP. I feel your pain. I am in my 40s. I have never had a girlfriend either, and though no one can know for certain I feel that if not for AMP's I would still be a virgin and a Incel virgin at that.
I recently have gone out on lunch dates with a local bikini barista after her shift, not bold enough to hold hands with her. Of course I had to give her a financial incentive each time we have met up but to paraphrase a billy Joel song "but it's better then eating alone".
I could never get a lady coworker to meet me for an outing at my former job which is ultimately partly why I got fired. Was starting to hate seeing couples shopping together. And between eating after my shift constantly or frequenting MP to cope is why I was literally broke st one point. But thank goodness for loans my tax refunds and my second stipend check arriving soon. I still think us Asian men are at the bottom of the dating pool. But yes I'm so relieved I can now contribute messages instead of reading all of the posts from my fellow mongers from afar.

I accepted that I am an incel. When I see a white guy with an Asian girl I get really jealous and angry. Or that my 30 year old co-worker gets to go home to his girlfriend who he met in college. I cope with it by going to k-orgs or taking k-girls on dates.

I promise you we aren’t the only incel in this forum. My theory is that a lot of mongers in the South Bay are incels and haven’t accepted their reality so they vent their frustration on this platform or at me. LOL.

Exactly!! Yes it grinds my gears seeing a white guy paired with a Asian lady. I wish I could had shouted or shook her saying "WTH is wrong with you!" It's bad enough that we are still portrayed in movies as tough but not getting the girl. I would rather see more black guy Asian lady pairings myself.
But back to my point, I should had clarified that I got my cherry popped by a white hooker in my 20s in 2004 and had my first AMP happy in San Jose back in 2016 and with a few exceptions with some hookers and escorts I found online ive have had all my trysts in massage parlors including Great Massage (RIP) in Concord since 2016. But yeah without them I would be a Incel.

I’m a 30 year old monger and I never had a girlfriend. When I was in college, during Fridays I would see girls and guys at frat parties. I would get so jealous.

I was still a virgin and one day I Googled for escorts and used backpage to find a Chinese provider. At the time I didn’t know what a c-org was. That night at 19 years old I probably lost my virginity to someone who was 50 years my senior.

I never had a girlfriend and found my addiction with ladies of the night. I have taken tons of providers on dates. I fear I never know what real love means.

Book a meeting with Mia - show her your ID with your age, cover your address. If you are 30, then I’ll cover your session. Nothing to lose except gain a free session - with your delusional idea of being her gf.

For those that don’t know, this guy has been writing the same crap for 10 years. You can easily see the way he writes it’s all fiction. Yes, he does see girls just like the rest of us but no of us go try to make up stories about it. He hides behind this weird passive aggressive persona. He’s been kicked out of multiple monger sites, multiple times.

Of course, he’ll make some lame retard excuse trying to write like a high schooler. Always call out a bull shitter - so they have no where to hide.

Book a meeting with Mia - show her your ID with your age, cover your address. If you are 30, then I’ll cover your session. Nothing to lose except gain a free session - with your delusional idea of being her gf.

For those that don’t know, this guy has been writing the same crap for 10 years. You can easily see the way he writes it’s all fiction. Yes, he does see girls just like the rest of us but no of us go try to make up stories about it. He hides behind this weird passive aggressive persona. He’s been kicked out of multiple monger sites, multiple times.

Of course, he’ll make some lame retard excuse trying to write like a high schooler. Always call out a bull shitter - so they have no where to hide.

Yall need to get some game never had real gf? Shits comedy to me. I’ve had gf since 3rd grade never looked back. I’ve had so much Civlian kitty not even funny even some famous kitty believe me or not. Dgaf but yeah all I say get some game. Go to the bar and try to swing one prolly one the best feelings you can have. Only monger here and there for the diff nationalities tbh. I wanna try them all before check out time haha

I’m trying to be the voice of soft spoken nerds in the South Bay. You don’t get what it feels to be an introvert. I have panic attacks when I go outside. Talking to girls makes me anxious to the point where I get panic attacks.

Tried to talk to a white girl during college. Did not end well.

Book a meeting with Mia - show her your ID with your age, cover your address. If you are 30, then I’ll cover your session. Nothing to lose except gain a free session - with your delusional idea of being her gf.

For those that don’t know, this guy has been writing the same crap for 10 years. You can easily see the way he writes it’s all fiction. Yes, he does see girls just like the rest of us but no of us go try to make up stories about it. He hides behind this weird passive aggressive persona. He’s been kicked out of multiple monger sites, multiple times.

Of course, he’ll make some lame retard excuse trying to write like a high schooler. Always call out a bull shitter - so they have no where to hide.

Yeah, he's a sad case I'd ignore if he didn't constantly derail threads and post lies.

Yeah, he's a sad case I'd ignore if he didn't constantly derail threads and post lies.

This illogical response is strike two. After that I have to block you too. If you want argue as anonymous people you need to be logical in each statement.

Oh damn! I'm sorry to hear that. I work in the tech industry and I can understand. I think it's a sticky road to go down. Sometimes SW are great esp for efficiency but in the long run I think if your not good with women or really shy it hard to improve those parts of yourself when ordering companionship is equal to ordering a pizza these days.

You still might be ahead of the game. The last relationship I had cost me easily 40K over the 4 years we were on and off while she promised she just wanted to go back to school get a normal job and shack up with me. In the end she tried to friendzone me so I 86'ed her. She took it personally but you have to draw a line. If the girls going to fuck other ppl then you have to be willing to fuck me without maniuplation or BS and sadly that what alot these women do it because pretty easy becauise if you wont give them what they want there is a literally a line of dudes that will let alone their regulars just to feel they have more than a transactional relationship.

In my personal experince the longer these girls are in this business the more then tend to hate men. You can say "baby I made breakfast" and their mind will go to "this fucker made me breakfast so I have to fuck him again."

I'd guess most guys here enjoy sex but I've found that a lot of these girls don't after a few years. They literally do it 3 to 10 times a day. It becomes like making a sand which and if your in a relationship the plus is either you dick game is good or your stable money wise.

Lately My Tinder has been blowing up like gangbusters and this poly chick I started dating put me on to some dating apps so I think my mongering days are numbered. Free sex is a challenge but if I had to pay for what I get for free I'd easy be paying 1K to 3K a week just on the time I spend banging em out. IDK i think the way society is going SW are going to have some competition because there are just too many places you can get it for free. Sure the chick might be a hard 6 or 7 on a good day but my bank account doesn't complain.

Work on being the best version of yourself and def mix mongering with regular dating it's a numbers game in the end.

This illogical response is strike two. After that I have to block you too. If you want argue as anonymous people you need to be logical in each statement.

Which dating apps do you recommend? Tinder has sucked for the last few years unless I’m outside the bay