Leaving out names. But I saw a girl a year ago at one of the popular Japanese spots. Despite her lack of English, I had a great time. Had genuine conversation, talked about anime and games, and other pop culture. She told me about her upbringing and family, and what led her into this industry. How she felt doing this sort of work, and she opened up about it with some level of honesty. Overall I could tell she was genuine, and she enjoyed the conversation — or maybe she’s just a great actress.
Regardless her service was exceptional. Enthusiastic, lustful, with an aim to satisfy.
Recently saw her again and she was borderline robotic. Went through the motions. Very little discourse. Reserved, and content with laying there with no eye contact or enthusiasm. She didn’t remember me but I remembered her, and she was astonished at my memory, but despite it she was largely out of it. I tried to make convo but she responded in small sentences or one word answers. She did not want to talk about herself at all. I suspect she’s on anti-depressants or ozempic.
Can’t say that I’m disappointed. I enjoyed being around such a beautiful woman, but I really did miss the connection even if it was largely in my head. It’s actually sad to see the depths this industry can drag these women into.
I know some of you will tell me not to get attached. I’m trying. But being in this game for so long I don’t even care about the pleasure as much. Instead it’s the human connection and understanding which comes with it.
Regardless her service was exceptional. Enthusiastic, lustful, with an aim to satisfy.
Recently saw her again and she was borderline robotic. Went through the motions. Very little discourse. Reserved, and content with laying there with no eye contact or enthusiasm. She didn’t remember me but I remembered her, and she was astonished at my memory, but despite it she was largely out of it. I tried to make convo but she responded in small sentences or one word answers. She did not want to talk about herself at all. I suspect she’s on anti-depressants or ozempic.
Can’t say that I’m disappointed. I enjoyed being around such a beautiful woman, but I really did miss the connection even if it was largely in my head. It’s actually sad to see the depths this industry can drag these women into.
I know some of you will tell me not to get attached. I’m trying. But being in this game for so long I don’t even care about the pleasure as much. Instead it’s the human connection and understanding which comes with it.