Look, I think we all know why you wrote "I didn't know what to expect". Lol
We all know what to expect with gilfy Kali.
What we don't expect is how our bodies would react to to her. Lol
How nasty good we feel when this wrinkly, old chatterbox gets her hands, body and mouth on us.
What we don't expect is how that fact that she is wrinkly and old makes the whole thing hotter and nastier than if she were young and firm.
What we don't is "expect" is about ourselves, not about Kali.
That's why your first walk away from Kali's place was as long and confusing as I know it was lol.
We've all been there. I bet I can even guess what you did in the wels following your session with Kali.
You spent the next week only looking up porn featuring typical young starlets in order to "reset" yourself. You probably even went to a few providers who fell into this category, the firmer the better. Lol
But slowly... Just out of curiosity (you told yourself) you just happened to type "older" into pornhub, maybe your finger slipped and you typed "gilf" instead of "milf".
We've all been there man.
Just set up another appointment and really let yourself go this time. Let her do everything she knows to you and let yourself enjoy every second of it.
That's the only way to ever really get it out of your system.