So last night, I went on the hunt. I think my yellow fever broke, Asian girls, with fake screams and the ridiculous AMP low level talent, are grating on more than my nerves, they are grating on my dick.
This was the last "cum and get it overwith " session I will ever endure. If I have to pay more to find what I want, or switch to Latina and White girls, so be it. But for now something worse has happened. I don't feel comfortable in the hobby. It goes beyond AMP's. Yes, I find a lot of the Korean/Chinese providers to be kind of nasty. I realize it is a generalization, in my case a truism based on hands-on experience. This feeling is different. We know the little head is controlled by the big head. If you don't want to be in the boxing ring, and engage, you will get beat up. I simply cannot get into the Asian AMP/KMP session anymore, or any session. It has been brewing for some time now. It creates anger which may come across in some of my engagements here, apologies to all. Who wants to read about other guys success stories, when mine are filled with depression, low self esteem , poor sexual self image, ultimately leading to an off and on performance anxiety status.
In short why spend the money. My crime? I got old. I see myself as Edward G Robinson playing Rico Bandello in Little Caesar. In the last scene he is shot, laying on the sidewalk in the rain painfully mutteinrg his last words " Could this be the end of Little Caesar" ? We all get old, you just never see it coming. So let's raise a glass to condoms, limp dicks, fake photos, bait and switches, being overcharged, not getting the full hour, having your appointment bounced, and old age.
Cheers
This was the last "cum and get it overwith " session I will ever endure. If I have to pay more to find what I want, or switch to Latina and White girls, so be it. But for now something worse has happened. I don't feel comfortable in the hobby. It goes beyond AMP's. Yes, I find a lot of the Korean/Chinese providers to be kind of nasty. I realize it is a generalization, in my case a truism based on hands-on experience. This feeling is different. We know the little head is controlled by the big head. If you don't want to be in the boxing ring, and engage, you will get beat up. I simply cannot get into the Asian AMP/KMP session anymore, or any session. It has been brewing for some time now. It creates anger which may come across in some of my engagements here, apologies to all. Who wants to read about other guys success stories, when mine are filled with depression, low self esteem , poor sexual self image, ultimately leading to an off and on performance anxiety status.
In short why spend the money. My crime? I got old. I see myself as Edward G Robinson playing Rico Bandello in Little Caesar. In the last scene he is shot, laying on the sidewalk in the rain painfully mutteinrg his last words " Could this be the end of Little Caesar" ? We all get old, you just never see it coming. So let's raise a glass to condoms, limp dicks, fake photos, bait and switches, being overcharged, not getting the full hour, having your appointment bounced, and old age.
Cheers