I've never been addicted to anything in my entire life. Drugs, alcohol, etc. I've never felt an inkling to say I need it. I could never understand why people need to go to rehab. Then I started this hobby. When I look back, it's just like any deviant behavior that one starts. First it's just a hj, and its only 1/month and that's more than enough. But then what about a cbj 1/month. It just progresses more over time. It's like those crime shows when they say he will hunt again and his frequency will increase. If I drive into a new town that I've never been to, I can instantly tell where spas are located and what level of service they provide. Yesterday, I went to 2 different spas. I had a great time at both. But after I left the second one I thought to myself, why? Each girl was a bit different in what they did, made me feel. Maybe that was it. So like others have said, wait to your in your 40's to start this hobby. Even if you see an amp girl outside the store, don't fall for her. It's always about money at some point. With all the dating and sex apps that you 20 year olds have out there, getting tail should not be a problem.