Thoughts on the following....
I met a really hot 24 yo on Seeking Arrangement a couple years back- she is 20 years younger than me. Things got really heavy where we said I love you many times and talked about marriage. I stopped paying her per meet and got her an apartment.
But I decided to stay with my wife and the girl left me.
She and my wife and different.
Wife: we have two young kids. 5 years younger, but after two kids, is still pretty but not much effort on appearance. She is very cool but emotionally unavailable. Earns a couple hundred thousand per year and highly educated. Will still have sex.
SA girl: seriously is like a model, but a college drop out and cannot support herself. The sex over two years together became like marriage—she wanted less frequency. She also is bulimic. She is emotionally intimate with me, but represses and then when it boils up she can erupt or. Walk out.
I think I did the right thing. But it is hard not to be with a super hot 24 yo who you emotionally connect with.
I met a really hot 24 yo on Seeking Arrangement a couple years back- she is 20 years younger than me. Things got really heavy where we said I love you many times and talked about marriage. I stopped paying her per meet and got her an apartment.
But I decided to stay with my wife and the girl left me.
She and my wife and different.
Wife: we have two young kids. 5 years younger, but after two kids, is still pretty but not much effort on appearance. She is very cool but emotionally unavailable. Earns a couple hundred thousand per year and highly educated. Will still have sex.
SA girl: seriously is like a model, but a college drop out and cannot support herself. The sex over two years together became like marriage—she wanted less frequency. She also is bulimic. She is emotionally intimate with me, but represses and then when it boils up she can erupt or. Walk out.
I think I did the right thing. But it is hard not to be with a super hot 24 yo who you emotionally connect with.